goodbye....hello....:)

assalamuallaikum...

tinggal bbrapa jam je lagi 2010 akan brakhir....:D

betapa cepatnya masa bjalan dan bumi bputar...dan kita makin hampir pada hari kiamat....takotnye~:(

most of people will have 'azam tahun baru'...apa azam tahun baru kita eh~ sjujurnya sy xpenah terfikir utk berazam setiap kali tahun baru....azam spttnya datang setiap hari utk hari esoknya...."hari esok aku ingin jadi yang lebih baik dr hari ini" sbb manusia mudah lupa....dan kita mesti mperbaiki diri kita setiap hari!!:D 

so,smoga kita berjaya menjadi seorang yg lebih baik + lebih bahagia pada hari esok....lebih dari hari ini....ameen~ SENYUM SLALU!!!

i would say that 2010 is a busy year for me~i start running instead of walking...i start to explore a new pathway, a new beginning for a new life....hoping that it's a better life for me...alhamdulillah...it runs smoothly...thanks ALLAH.....:)

alhamdulillah sy mndapat berita gembira dr bestfren forever sy smlm...she's got a job!!!!as a lecturer in UITM dungun....dpt je sms tu,rs cm nk mlompat hepi,tp xkan la pulak....depan org kot!hehe...3 years of friendship, but full of improvement!!!alhamdulillah...setiap yg tjadi mmg PASTI ada hikmahnya....:D

slamat datang 2011...slamat tinggal 2010....:D 

bulan 4 ni da nak profesional 3-------->sile blaja rajen2 lala!!!!

a case

assalamuallaikum...

i should be busy studying for my just next week paed's exam...*plez pray for me..hehe* but i just wanna share a story bout a case i saw few days back dat touch my feeling today....

luckily. i'm not as busy as previous weeks for this week as our group had cover on most of the class...so,fortunately, sy bpeluang on call yg benor2 on call...hehehe~together with man, my grup leader...so, as kene join ward round n so on....km terjumpa sorang budak india, bout 9 years old...come with squint (juling) and facial asyymettry ( muka senget sbelah)...dan,berjalan xstabil...asek nak jatuh2...

the doctors and us were there with the patient bout sejam gakla, asking history, do examinations...adalah agak pelik presentation mcm ni kat kanak2...dan si ibu menunggu slama sminggu b4 bawak anak ke hospital...thinking that it's just a small problems...related to refractive error...dan bawa anaknye ke kedai cermin mata....

doctor did order for emergency CT scan for this child and found out she had some kind of lesion di kawasan otak nye (lebih specific utk yg memehami,di brainstem n cerebellum)...it's most likely a malignant tumor...cancer...

investigations had still been carried out to rule out the cause...tapi, bak kata doc saya, mungkin adek ni mengidap medulloblastoma...iaitu cancer yg rendah tahap survival nye...i was touch by my doc's word as me n man who r d student yg mula2 saw this kid...and she was really nice, innocent and naive...

rasa sedih if it's true...her mother plak is just 23...sbaye plak tuh ngan sy (but da ade anak...hehe)....how to cope with the lost one day??only God knows...

i'd stressed it so many times...if ur child had some symptoms, or just having fever, go and get medical treatment as early as possible...u never know what'll happen for just a simple symptoms....

bye!

intruders....

assalamuallaikum....

mmg da lama sgt2 xmenulis pape...i myself couldnt remember when was my last time typing something on this blog...gile2 busy skrg smpai kdg2 rs mcm nak pengsan...my days were full of activities,classes and occupied with patients,patients and patients....

currently, tgh posting paeds...senior paeds...5 weeks to cover all things together in paeds...life is quite hectic anyway...fuhh!hee~i'm not gonna talk on my posting...nothing much, nothing new...it's just facing new faces, new kids, new babies and new group members....it should b be alright anyway...:D

beberapa hari lepas...pkul 4 pagi, hazim call me...mcm pelik sbb sllunya kes emergency je org nak cal pagi2 buta ni...

"ape ko da tulis kat facebook ko hah??" 

"pkul brapa ko tdo?" 

"ko off x facebook ko smlm" 

and blaa3....bertubi2 soalan....

sgt terkejut bila buka facebook and my shout was terrible!saya telah di HACK by someone semasa sy sedang tdo...dan status itu sunggoh terrible dan memalukan...sampai nk sebut pon sy malu....i was wondering...xde sape tau my password and obviously i wont use a simple password for something personal like facebook....and masih!sy dapat di hack...

i'm sure, ramai lg yg pernah dihack...and i was also wondering....why does people need to hack other's privacy life??need to intrudes other's life??and d best answer i could think off mungkin sbb da xde kerje sgt kot....

many suggestion had be given to me...change d password, deactivate fb, change emails, change email's password...yeah!i should try one by one...:) and maybe anda di luar sana jugak boleh rajin2 menukar password...so that ur life will b less likely to be intruded...hehe:)

moral of the story would be...

• hormatilah hidup org lain....
• tukala password anda selalu
• jagalah diri anda as things like fb and emails is not privacy anymore...
• carilah kerja yg bfaedah....:)

have a nice day!!!

always the BEST...

i believe that ALLAH gave me the best

and anything that happen n could happen to me is the best

semoga kita sentiasa REDHA dengan pemberianNYA

dan jangan berputus asa dengan dugaan ALLAH...

pray 4 d best...insyaALLAH...:)

ingatlah orang tersayang...:)

assalamuallaikum...

salam merdeka, salam 1 Malaysia n salam ramadhan...:)

pejam celik,pejam celik, minggu depan da nak raye~cepatnya........taun ni, bbeza sket sbb i need to drive from k.l to kedah alone sbb jadual waktu xmengizinkan balik dgn family...sob3~

jalan mesti jam gila punya nak balik utara ni!

dpt bygkan, mmg akan berenti kat mrata2 r&r sbb nak tido ngantok!hehe...xpela,biala masalah tu...just nak bcerita sket ttg pemandu2 jalan raya ni...

penah sy balik dr ipoh-k.l pukul 4.30 pagi...dtemani,cik rohany~^^ gelap gelita sgt jalan!dtambah dgn mengantok lg...and sy perasan, most of pemandu motosikal xpasang lampu!WHAT???pelik gile kot...dahla bawak slow melelong2, xpasang lampu, pakai baju wane itam pulak...do u expect other drivers will see u???bahaya betul...

mggu lepas,skali lagi...xpasang lampu moto...kat jalan tgh2 k.l n menyelit sane sni...kenapakah manusia meletakkan nyawanya ditahap yg sgt murah??

gambar hiasan

bile hujan lebat.....most of the drivers, including me, will have masalah penglihatan...yela, side mirror penuh titik2 air hujan...(i wonder,kenapa xde wiper utk side mirror jugak eh???hehe) so, ade ssetengah kereta, kedekot sgt nak pasang lampu kereta....DO U EXPECT sume orang ada mata yg terang seperti anda??

haa....kabur kan jadinye?

sometimes, bkn sbb laju je orang akan accident...tp, sbb masalah2 kecil macam ni...kita ambil lewa...kurangnya kepekaan kita boleh mbahayakan nyawa org lain...

pandulah berhati2...ingatlah orang yg tsayang...^^

ragam manusia...

assalamuallaikum....

hari ni mcm berbaloi baloi pegi ward...byk dapat tgk procedure n sign for logbook...:D:D:D

ni surgery utk buang cancer di usus seorang pakcik

alhamdulillah da masok posting baru lagi....surgery!penat...but maklumla,azam baru ni,kenela rajen sket...hehe~

arini, ntah nape, sy asek terjumpa dgn manusia2 yang agak saba ajela...

mula2, pegi bazar...mcm biasala,orang bujang, bile time nk beli makanan je,da xde idea da...sbb ari2 makan luar...*rindunya masakan mak* so, i decided to buy ROTI JOHN!hehe...rupe roti john kat kedai pakcik ni, mak aih!mmg membuka slera...tp bila die prepare roti tu...tgk2, roti dgn selapis nipis telur je...ckp roti john ayam~pakcik tu jawab, da ade da ayam dlm ni...tp,sy tgk just telur!!!NIPIS GILE....xpela pakcik,brapa?3 ringgit je...*sama je harga kedai lain...*---------bila berbuka,mmg smata2 telur...haih~xpela pakcik...mybe die xcukup modal kot~

lepas on call, singgah jap kat jalan TAR sbb nak cari butang baju mlayu utk adik...maklumla,dak2 muda ni nak yg unik2...naik pening nak cari...so,cari punye cari parking,last2 dapat...parking legal ok!tp,ade ulat2 parking ni mintak smpai 10 hinggit!he'eh...lebih2 plak...amik kesempatan!kalau tanah die xpe gak...tanah kerajaan!dah tu,cm gangster...maklumla,sbb pompuan, bg jela...wlopon dlm ati GERAM GILE!!!aaaaa~~~

tgh2 pilih butang baju mlayu ni....tba2 jari kaki rasa panas2 je...patu pedih...patu sakit!!!tgk2,ade org baling rokok yg still mnyala kat kaki sy~~~aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~!!!!!geram gile!!!!xbersopan n xberhemah betol!mmgla xluka,dah ade cover...but,GERAM kot...dah isap,xreti buang ke abg???

or at least xreti2 nak padamkan api nye dlu???

tapi paling SYOK tu kn,hehehhehehe....masa nak balik g kat kete,nampak si ulat parking ni kene marah2 ngan penguatkuasa DBKL...ececece!skema plak...hehe!haa...muka mengulat2 takot...sy ape lg...dengan kegeraman tu,slumber je pegi dekat diorang...

"abang, nak duit!td awak mintak sy 10rgt kn??"

hahahahhaa....mmg muke si ulat tu mmg geram kot ngan sy, n takot ngan org DBKL tu...yela,slumber je pecahkan lobang!tp,sape cari psl dlu kot....hehehehe~^____^~======>lain kali,janganla suke amik kesempatan pd org yg lemah...hehehhe~

kid's world

assalamuallaikum...

minggu ni agak sibuk sbb berulang alik ke shah alam sbb nak tgk tokwan  n maktok kat sana....jalan kat k.l ni, paham2 jela...nk g s.alam yg should be just about 20-30 min pon jadi sejam stengah~haih...sunggoh penyabar warga2 k.l yek...hehe

ujung mggu lepas, me n my sister pegi la bbuka kat mid valley...sambil tggu azan, saje jejalan kat bhgian kanak2 ni...mak aih~comel gile baju raya budak2...GERAM kot tgk...sbb comel sgt!haha

tringat zaman kecik2...xde kot baju kurung utk budak2 kecik umor 2-3 taun ni...skrg ni,cari je umo bape pon ada!pttla budak2 skrg comel2 blaka...zaman2 sy dlu,comot2 je..hehe~

sampin pon ade sampin segera...comel sunggoh~haha...kalau raya kat kedah, pagi2 raya tu denga la mak lang sy terjerit2 kejar anak2 lelaki die nak pakaikan sampin segera ni...bile balik solat raya,sampin ke mana, butang baju ke mana...pepon, sume budak2 ni mmg segak bgaya pagi2 raya tiap2 taun...:)

orang cakap, raya ni utk budak2 kecik...betol kot...prasaan zaman kecik2 ngan skrg mmg bbeza...walaupon zaman dlu xpose,tp excited nye lain...sbb tu ada sstgh ibu bapa, sanggup xberbelanja baju raya utk diri sndiri sbb nk simpan bujet utk anak2...:)

jadi kanak2 mmg best kn!!!^^

my wan (~_~)

assalamuallaikum...

ni la die atuk sy @ kami panggil 'wan'...:)

 i really hope wan's condition will get better~ smoga kami berjumpa pakar neuro yang terbaik...ameen~

wan saya adalah seorang ustaz yang sgt berfikiran terbuka, sangat menjana minda, rajen membaca, sukakan ilmu, dan independent...

wan yang didik saya utk rajen membaca dengan melanggan mcm2 majalah kanak2 utk sy n shida dari kami kecik lg...he owns his own library in the house and buy such a lot of different kind of books even novels to encourage us to read eventhough we're not that 'rajen'...hehe

wan jugak yang rajen melayan kami, cucu2...xkedekut duit...rajen beli mainan, anak patung, cokelat, baju kat kami semua...

sy xdapat bayangkan if anything bad happen to a person yg sgt2 sy sayang...tokwan~ :'(

salam ramadhan 2010...:)

assalamuallaikum...

alhamdulillah,da masok posting psychiatry...again~:)

as usual,mmg lawak kalau pegi ward psychiatry...mmg asek gelak je...bagus jugak sbb xdela tension2!^^

some of the previous patient were still there...maybe baru masok semula...but mostly, new faces~ 

pagi ni, kene pegi kelas awal...maklumla,tiba2 doc nak buat kelas pkul 7.30 pagi...kene klua awal as nak jalan ke ward psychiatry pon plg cepat 20 minit...klua2 asrama...still gelap suram2 mcm tuh...

and tiba2 denga bacaan al-Quran kuat sgt...dr restoran dekat2 situ...rasa mcm bulan pose plak~rindu ramadhan!

alhamdulillah, kita dah mula bpose esok...salam ramadhan dari sy~ moga amal ibadah bertambah n dterima ALLAH...ameennn....:)

jangan curi2 makan ok?? :)

inspiring me...:D

assalamuallaikum...

"dont make ur family as a reason u can't success in ur carrier and don't make ur carrier as a reason u cannot contribute to ur family"

just wanna share a story of a great woman that inspire me...

i'm a type of person who don't really think of what will be in the future...i don't dare to dream as i know, i'll be sad of what i'm dreaming off will be just a dream...so, bile org tnya, "lala nak sambung blaja ape nanti?"...my honest answer will be "lala xtau...xpenah piki pon"

i always think that medicine will limit my time...as i won't have enough time to serve my parents, my future husband and my future kids...*hehehe* due to the time constrain...maklumlah,banyak sgt crita yg sy denga, doc ni sibuk,sibuk,sibuk! so,bertambah2lah idea utk brenti kerja n menjaga rumah insyaALLAH bila bertemu jodoh n contract with JPA da abes...

but yesterday, a woman's story really inspire me to become a successful woman...she's so positive, cheerful and adorable!Datuk Dr. Norashikin, an O&G specialist..dalam crita inspirasi wanita kot!kat astro prima...antara kata2 beliau...

"orang yang berjaya adalah orang yg sentiasa berkhidmat dan berjasa pada orang lain tanpa mengharapkan balasan"

" ALLAH membantu sy, mempermudahkan urusan saya kerana saya berjanji akan berkhidmat n membantu wanita2 lain dan saya menunaikan janji sy"

"dalam setiap hal yang kita dapat, alami, bersyukurlah...sentiasa mendah tangan pada AllAh dan mengucap syukur alhamdulillah kerana xsemua yg kita alami @ dapat itu dialami dan diberikan pd org lain"

"jangan ambil apa yang bukan hak kita, duit, makanan, @ apa2 pon...kerana ia berkaitan dgn keberkatan"

mulai smalam...saya dah mula ada angan2 sikit utk diri saya....hee~:D

medicine...:)

assalamuallaikum...:)

dah abes exam clinical,LEGA,LEGA,LEGA...utk kwn2 yg xabes lg, gudluck...^^

medicine posting ni, mmg byk kene cover, kene igt, kene rajen, kene practice...sume kene lah!:P ntahla, posting ni rasa mcm xcukup je...8 minggu nak cover sume management la, masa ni la nak blaja x-ray in detail, ubat2 sume...

tringat masa junior medicine dulu, mmg asek enjoy je...org g ward, kami kua shopping, makan2, tido kat surau!hahaha...kalau tringat mmg lawak pon ade...:P stat clinical la makan byk fastfood sbb mmg byk kua...tp skrg, jalan TAR tu pon xpenah jenguk sejak posting medicine nih!haha...:P

alhamdulillah,syukur sgt2....long case, examiner dpt lecturer grup sy sndiri...alhamdulillah Allah permudahkan, maybe sbb die dah kenal sy...short case dapat doktor yg sgt2 baik...dah abes exam terus terdetik "hati doktor ni mmg secantik wajahnye"...hehe...

alhamdulillah pass long case n short case...:)

jumaat ni ujian bertulis pulak~aduhai...tp da abes exam clinical, rasa cm da abes exam lak!:P

mak n abah kat k.l...sibuk nak cari baju raya, kasut raya, butang baju raya, keronsang raya...sume yg raya2 lah!hehe...semangat btl!pose belum lagi nih...:PP 

"lala bila free ni, jom la klua nak beli baju raya ni,lepas ni pose, nak terawih lg, xlarat lg bla3.... "

cepat sgt masa berlalu...dah pose dah!rasa mcm cepat sgt...huhu~moga bulan pose ni, bertmbah la amalan kite...:)

psychiatry,psychiatry,psychiatry....after this!---->suke!(^^,)

'watch' d 'clock'...:)

assalamuallaikum...

bila nak exam ni lah, jam buat hal~

spnajang idop sy, adiah plg byk sy dapat adelah jam tangan!ntahla kenape...dr kecik kot!still remember my 1st watch, adiah dr tok wan masa umo 5 taun...jam digital, sbb jam manual ni, darjah 4 baru reti baca!haha...terok betol~:P masa tu, i always wonder, mcm mane jarum jam ni bgerak??xnampak pon...so,i always spend my time merenung jarum jam, tp mmg xdpt detect how it moves...because it really moves smoothly!

sy xsuka org hadiahkan sy jam...kenapa?

sbb semua jam yg sy dpt, samaada hilang, rosak, pecah and even penah hancur...but still, people tends to give me watch as a present even until now....haha~rasa bersalah...malu....but ntahla, mybe dtakdirkan jam bukanlah hadiah tbaik utk sy..hehe

baru2 ni, kua dgn shida...

"lala,kamu nak jam ni x, kami blanje kira adiah..."
------mata yang melihat....cantiknya....harga pon cantik je kalau nak 'pau' akak sndiri ni...but,

"xpela shida...km ada dah jam,kne ganti bateri je..."

------dlm hati...sedihnya~~

arini, pegi nak isi bateri jam...rupa2nya bkn bateri abes, jam mmg btl2 rosak...so,dlm kekalutan nak masok waktu maghrib and duit dlm beg duit yg ade just 35 rgt ni,

"bang, kasi jela mane2 jam yg murah2...sy nak exam ni,kene ade jam"

last2 dpt jam 10 rggt, but ROLEX....hahahhaha...xle blah!adoi~...xpela,asalkan lepas utk exam ni pon da cukup syukur...

bila balik..."ira, cantik x jam 10 hengget aku??"

haha...:P

moga dipermudahkan urusan kita semua...ameen~

WHY?

assalamuallaikum...

kenapa ye???

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memory

assalamuallaikum...

tgh mengemas2 barang,tiba2 ternampak beg barang2 dlu....

hidup kan umpama jongkang jongket...sekejap kita diatas, n sekejap lagi kita di bawah~

zaman muda mudi yang mmg sgt sukekan bear...tp skrg,x lagi...i should spend my money for something better...:)

how much we change as years passed by...

:)

it's all for our own good...insyaALLAH...

p/s: ya ALLAH,permudahkan urusanku dan rakan2ku dlm exam medical nanti...ameen~

new baby...:)

assalamuallaikum...

ntah nape, pagi ni asyik tringat kak hana aje...bila nak bsalin, bila nak dpt baby...hehehe!tup2, pagi ni bee msg..."lala!!!!kak hana dah dlm labour room, dah nak bsalin" 

kuat jugak instinct ni kn!:P waaaa....sgt xsaba!!!!maklumla, bile xde anak sedare sndiri, anak sedara sahabat sndiri tu dah jd mcm anak sdara sndiri dah....hehe!!tringat masa pegi umah kak hana aritu, punyala banyak soalan die tnya...curious btl utk baby kali ni...maklumla,baby girl...hehe!^^

pepon,happy sgt2...n xsaba tunggu msg bee ni nnt!^^

sume perempuan, mesti tringin nak melalui saat ni...dari saat mengandung sampaila saat melahirkan anak....:)

 kak hana cakap, tiap2 kali check up, mesti suami die ikot..."ustaz lagi banyak tanya soalan, curious dr akak"...haha! mmg perlu seorang suami ambil bahagian dlm pkembangan anak sedari dlm perut...bila sy jumpa kwn2 skola yg llki ni,mesti ckp "korang nnt,istri bsalin masok dlm labour room tu bg insaf sket...jgn dah klua baby baru nak masuk...haha"

bye naufal,kak lala nak sayang baby baru plak...:P hope abang baby, naufal dah xsuke majok2 lagi....salah satu cara utk membuat anak matang n xmanja berlebihan adelah memberikan dia adek...^^ hehe

risau

ya ALLAH...risaunya~

:'(

accident...again

assalamuallaikum...

kemalangan yg sama terjadi lagi...tp,bukan sy...tapi pd akak sy...

still remember last week, where i really insist to go back...but

abah: kalau xde kawan balik sama2 ngan lala, lala naik bas jela eh...bahaya ni

me: ala...mslhnya bukit jalil tu mcm bahaya tau bah...

abah: jangan...skrg musim hujan

 sekadar gambar hiasan dalam AGU saya...hehe

abah sy susah sket nak lepas balik sorang2 sbb die tau sy jenis yg boleh kene sleep attack dimana2...i admit, there's few times i had sleep attack while i'm driving and i'm actually sleep for seconds! mmg bahaya...what to do!!!sometimes u just cant depend on others because u need to be independent...x selalunya org sentiasa ada bersama kita kn...

but this week, lain pulak critanya

abah: kalau xde kawan2 balik pon, lala drive jela slow2 ok...balik minggu ni

me: ooo...rindu lala la tuh!hehe...lala mmg nak balik pon...ipah n miza ada skali...:)

abah: bagus2

pagi ni, tba2 dpt sms mak..."shida accident teruk...kereta hancur remuk...nasib die x apa2...lala bawak kreta nanti baik2...jgn ngantok2...ngantok,brenti dlu...bla3"

 it's just an exaggerate picture...hehe

masyaALLAH...terkejut...but alhamdulillah she's ok...
still remember last time masa sy  yg accident...i'm too scared and need a hand to be hold...tangan shida jadi mangsa...i hold her tight! i know, she's in pain...but she just let it be because she knows i need her....
i hope i can be with her too...but, we're separated b distance...

it's a must for someone who's involve in any accident to have FOBIA...sy fobia gle kot dlu...and i'm sure shida juga...but i must admit it's good sbb, kita akan lbh bhati2 n bjaga2...for minah rempit macam shida, mmg patut kot...lepas ni boleh bawak slow2 skit...hehehe:PP


yesterday n today,i should say i'm involved in an 'accident' too...betulla,ethics dlm medic ckp, no relationship between doctors and patients...betul3...!!!tapi kita ni, manusia...kalau ada pakcik tua yg sgt kasihan...mcm nak jadikan kita ni anak angkat....sometimes, profesionalism kalah dengan humanity...
saya xsangka...rupa2nya, ada udang d sebalik mee....aaaarrrghhhh!!!sgt geram n takot~

pengajaran: kalau patient minta no tepon anda, instead of u giving ur own number, u should ask for their number...so,xdela terjadinya apa2 gejala gangguan yg xsepatutnya...xkisahla patient muda ke tua...

ok,nak drive balik dah...doakan sy!!!^^

family...always comes 1st!^^

sometimes  i just feel like they give me too much...

Ya Allah, permudahkan urusan keluargaku dan peliharakanlah kami..

i always touched by my father's word...sometimes, when someone talk less, whenever they start to speak out, it will always helps...

trima kasih abah...^^

thinking too many things lately...especially about my family~

ira: aku rindu ayah aku

me: aku pon....:'(

german!

assalamuallaikum...

wow!german sgt hebat...syg german!:D

ni pertama kali sy tgk bola sepanjang world cup ni...(tipu la kalau ckp xpenah tgk lgsg bola kn...hehe) so,my team is GERMANY...selalunya ada je reporter2 yg merepot psl game german lawan, but today i watch myself...bosan sgt la tu!hihi...

now i know, why people are so affected by football....tringat one of my patient last week...kene hypertension attack at 4.00a.m during watching one of the football match! tergelak2 dlm hati masa tu..tgk bola pon bole kene hypertension ke?? 

"abang sakit kepala sgt2 lepas tgk bola pukul 4 pagi td...xsangka pulak sbb darah tinggi"

"team abang kalah ke menang?"

"KALAH"

owh, now i know penangan bola tu mcm mana...mmg boleh induce hypertension kot!haha...

bola2...pepon, TAHNIAH to germany!!:D

p/s: bola, bola jugak...kesihatan kene jaga...:D

because u can...

assalamuallaikum...

wah!lame xupdate que sera sera senior...sempat post gamba2 menarik kat que sera sera junior je...hehe

xde masa sbenanye...balik pon pukul 7, pegi kelas pkul 8...xmasok on call lagi!betulla,5th year ni mmg PENAT!!!nak cari free dlm timetable pon payah...kelas memanjang!hee

so,masa suntuk, byk hal nak fikir, nak settle kan...sesetengahnya we should leave to HIM sbb manusia ni xberkemampuan buat semua...fikir semua...kn?

kdg2 sy fikir jugak, mcm mana kalau benda ni jadi, tu jadi....ya ALLAH serabutnya!abah sllu cakap...'kenapa kena fikir benda yg xjadi lagi???' betol gak!kenapa nak serabutkan otak yg mmg dah serabut macam semak samun yg dah penuh dgn lalang2 tinggi??hehe...

dan bila saya ada masalah.....sy xnak bia senyum tu hilang...sebab....

sebab saya tahu,saya boleh tersenyum!:)

jadi, jadilah seorang hamba Allah yg kuat...sbb anda boleh!:)

itu aje...nak smbg study balek lah!hehe....

pinjaman sementara

assalamuallaikum...

kesakitan dunia hanya sementara..

saya dah xigt bile kali trakhir saya nanges dsebabkan tejatuh @ papela...jatuh terpelanting dlm longkang besar dulu pon xnanges~but smlm bile kaki tercucuk besi yg mencacak, i feel like 'masyaAllah,sakitnya ya Tuhanku...' and tanpa sedar sbb tlalu sakit, tkeluar jugak air mata ni...

darah yang keluar, tentunya banyak menitis2, dan lukanya mmg dalam...even saya pelajar perubatan, bila terkena kat diri sndiri btl2 blurr....jadi xtau nak buat ape...risau pon ada, sakit pon ada...

bila paginya, saya bangun, sakit masih sama...saya terfikir, ni baru ALLAH ambil satu nikmat...diberikan luka yg kecil pada hanya 1 bahagian badan...tu pon dah xtertanggung sakitnya...mcm mana pulak dgn org yang terbakar 1 badan??yang patah tulang??yang kene tembak??? tentu kalau nak bbangdingkan dgn apa sy alami,mmg xterbanding pon...

bila ALLAH tarik 1 nikmat, barula kita sedar betapa penting & berharganya nya apa yg kita ada skrg...tangan, kaki, mulut, mata, badan sume2lah! kalau salah 1 ni xde n xberfungsi dgn sempurna, barula nak terkenang nikmat yang ALLAH pinjamkan dlu...sbb pernahkah @ kerapkah kita mengucapkan syukur alhamdulillah setiap kali kita dapat berjalan dan berlari, melihat, bercakap, membaling, melompat...saya rasa tak ramai yang duduk dan merenung betapa besarnya nikmat yang AllAh pinjamkan ni...termasuklah saya...kita tahu, tapi kita lupa, ni sume adalah PINJAMANNYA~

sebab tu ALLAH bagi kita sakit,supaya kita lebih ingat padaNYA...trima kasih ya RABB~

moral of the story: bersyukurlah dgn apa yang ALLAH berikan...sume tu hanya pinjaman sementara, sekelip mata je ALLAH boleh tarik balik nikmat tu

have a nice day!^^

tompok hujan~!!!!

assalamuallaikum...

"untuk melihat hujan atau tak, kadang2 kita xperlu melihat awan diatas tetapi melihat percikan air dibawah"

a fren :  ko penah tak mngalami situasi ni?

me:  situasi ape?

a fren:  iskkk

a fren:  if ko dr umah or kat mane2 bawah bumbung

a fren:  kdg2 ko xtau pon ujan or tak

a fren:  tgk atas mcm tak je

a fren:  sbb xnmpak

a fren:  air ujan ko xnmpak

a fren:  so care laen nk tau ko tgk la kat linangan air kat jln2

a fren:  ade tompok2 bulat tuh tak

me:  ok~penah2!!!

 

me:  so,maksud mendalam nye ape?

a fren:  cissss

a fren:  ingt da phm

a fren:  mksd nye

a fren:  utk memahami sesuatu masalah or situasi sukar or senang

a fren:  xsemesti kite perlu hnya melihat pade satu care je

a fren:  byk care bolah

a fren:  boleh

a fren:  hahaha

me:  oooo...ok...

me:  hahaha

me:  complicated gak ayat nih!

me:  hehe

a fren:  hahaha

a fren:  kate ayat kene power

a fren:  wakakka

a fren:  lg satu mksd nye

a fren:  xsemesti setiap bnda kite kene pndang tinggi

a fren:  kdg2 kene gak pandang secare sederhane

 

me:  ko kat sane blaja satera ke ape...

me:  haha

a fren:  bukan2

a fren:  aku blaja tntang maksud kehidupan

a fren:  wakakakka

 

 

mula2, mcm blurr jugak!tapi, ayat ni mmg sesuai dgn masalah @ ketensionan yg jadi arini...:)

so, i should look at the +ve side of my LIFE!

berusaha lagi cik lala!!!^^

thanks cikgu sastera!haha...

macam mana nak kurus???

assalamuallaikum...

macam mane nak kurus???

sy tringat 1 kisah benar yg sy tonton masa skola rendah...crita tu mmg berikan kesan n ingatan mendalam pd sy...kisah gadis penghidap ANEROXIA!!

ini sarapan sy:

xboleh!ini menggemukkan...mulai hari ni,ini adalah makanan awak setiap hari

sekeping biskut yang dibahagikan 4 bahagian...1 bahagian pagi, 1 bahagian tgh hari, 1 bahagian ptg n 1 bahagian malam...

dalam masa yang singkat! 'wah...kamu sgt kurus & cantik...ape rahsianya???'

hari demi hari...badan yg kurus masih dirasakan gemuk...

sehingga keluarga gadis ini tahu hal sbenar dan masukkan dia dlm pusat pemulihan...

tapi masalah xberhenti disitu...dia terjebak dlm masalah BULIMIA pulak...

makan dgn byknya!dan akhirnya muntahkan semula....

dan akhirnya gadis ini mati dsebabkan fungsi badan dah 'shut down'

siapa yang nak gemuk??

tapi menjadi kurus bukanlah segala-gala nya

ape yg penting---kesihatan yang baik

amalkan diet seimbang dan bersenam...bukan menjadi seorang yang obsesif utk menjadi kurus

utk peringatan diri sendiri juga^^

majlis perkahwinan pertama...

assalamuallaikum...

bilik baru, floor baru, susunan baru, semester baru, roommate je xbaru...cik ira!hehe...:P

akhirnya, cuti yg pada mulanya dirasakan 'sy cuti sbulan...lame kn!', tapi akhirnya 'cuti da nak abessss,mcm kejap sgt!'...haha!inilah manusia, mane pernah rasa cukup...kerana sifat kita yg fakir...melangkah ke tahun 5, rasa mcm kejap je masa blalu....dah 5th yr dah kami sume...ya ALLAH, mmg benar, dunia hampir kiamat...sbb masa berjalan sgt2 pantas...!!!

moga ALLAH permudahkan urusan saya n kawan2 utk semester baru ni!!!walaupon byk kene blaja drugs yg bukan kegemaran langsung,nak buat cmne...nama pon blaja~hehe!semangat lala,semangat!!!:D

event hujung mggu ni, majlis pkahwinan ptama dlm sume kwn2 sy...1st time nih!!hehe...tahniah TEIN!!!!^___^ skrg ni sume sibuk bercakap hal KAHWIN...i'd asked 1 of my fren on fb,

"nape sume sibuk ckp psl kawin ey skrg?"

"lala oiii...kita dah 23, kene pk mende tu...kita bkn budak kecik lg"

BETUL2, kita mmg kene pk BETUL2...!!sbb ini tanggungjawab, baik d pihak lelaki and perempuan...amanah...bukan bile bosan,tinggal,cari yg lain~

sorang lg kwn ckp, fikir psl kawin, dah sedia ke dari segi emosi, kewangan, pemikiran yang matang, and toleransi n sifat berkongsi??----kenyataan yg tepat dan xle disangkal...hehe

tp sy SURE, tein mmg dah bersedia n layak ke alam perkahwinan...

moga TEIN bahagia dunia akhirat hendaknye!!!^__^ ameeen~

back to school

assalamuallaikum...

feels like d holiday is too short!plez,plez,plez....

cuti ni, i fill it with lot of things! feels like it's d last holiday i'll be having, so i wanna  fulfill it with something meaningful~^^

i currently just went back from HKSBP (hari kecemerlangan skola berasrama penuh) which i think it's too nice and meaningful experience! to be back to school life, but of course not as a student anymore makes me recall back my past life...^^

i watch d best @ fav team for both debate and bahas...both have it's own aura but i think bahas lebih menusuk kalbu kot!haha...rasa cm peluru dusshhh tembak betul2 kat hati~mungkin sbb menggunakan bahasa melayu yg sbenarnye lebih direct...so,kalau ade salah tu, u feel like u'r d most stupid person in d world!haha...haduiii

one of the teacher there said that if she was like to 'marah2' her student, she likes to use bahasa melayu!bia lebih terasa katanya!hee...but i myself, prefer english when i'm kinda angry with anyone...because i did feel  bahasa mlayu will be too harsh dan menusuk kalbu kot!except when i really cant tolerate with it anymore, so, rasakan panahan menusuk kalbu tu~hehehe :P ------but jarang gile2 lah kot kalau nak jadi pon!

but usually d most cool n cute will win!so,tahniah pd SDAR and SBPI gombak yg mmg sgt2 cool and tenang~utk debate pula...tahniah pd SAS and STAR yg akan btarung d akhir di PICC nnt!feels like going there this 31st July!^^

sbelom sy tinggalkan tulisan kali ni, let's together boicott barang2 keluaran israel n america...selagi yg tmampu la ye~baik ada usaha dr xde lgsg...yg suke makan ayam tu,silelah bkunjung ke RADIX FC...

ustaz kazim cakap, ayam radix ni, ayam organik, xdicucuk, 24hours dipasang ayat alQuran dlm kandang ayam ni...wallahualam~ tp,masok dlm kedai Radix FC ni, pekerjanya sume tutup aurat, yg dtg pon tutup aurat, harganya xmahal, rasanya SEDAP!dijamin...^^

if I feel....

If I feel depressed I will sing.  
If I feel sad I will laugh.
If I feel ill I will double my labour.  
If I feel fear I will plunge ahead.  
If I feel inferior I will wear new garments.  
If I feel uncertain I will raise my voice.
If I feel poverty I will think of wealth to come.
If I feel incompetent I will think of past success.
If I feel insignificant I will remember my goals.
Today I will be the master of my emotions.
(^_^) 

 but sometimes when u feel like wanna burst out, it doesn't mean that u don't understand d situation, but sometimes u just need ears to listen

we're all human btw