because i'm so stress....

had u ever felt like so tired and stress till u can't think straight and lost ur patience......?

keje ni mmg menguji...my almost 2 weeks experience working as a doctor is terrible...ntah knpa rs mcm xblh nak cope with working condition...my eyes cried most of the day...my heart scream every single hours....my only medicine there are just my patients and their babies...seriously!

i told my mom...sometimes i feel like burst out, but when i see my patient's face, the only thing that cross my mind is, i NEED TO HELP THEM as they really deserve to be treated wisely get the best treatment...

pagi2 need to wake up at 5.30 am and reach hospital by 6.30am and start my routine reviewing the patients...i'm so damn sleepy as always need to go back late most of the days...1.00 am adelah biasa...for taggers like me...hehe!but even mengantok n penat tahap gabaiii, jumpa je patient trs ilang mngantok...but bile jmpa bos, asek rs sakit perut je......:P

when u'r too tired and stress, the only thing u hope from org skeliling adelah utk memahami....dan mberi semangat....but sometimes it does turns around...it's just nobody's fault.....this is what we call takdir...janji ALLAH tu yg tbaik kn? :) just dont go near to a bomb that gonna explode like BOOM!!!:P hehe..

i'm pigeon type....u just need to talk to me nicely and i'll treat u so good that u'll never imagine...because i'm a pigeon type...:P


and now i need to sleep....thanked God my bed still love me like before even we hardly see each other these days...hihi