a young girl with ovarian cancer

assalamuallaikum...

i was stunted!

arini tibe2 demam n sgt2 xlarat...nasib xde kelas,kalau x,xpasal2 kene cari MC...hii!but dah name pon posting O&G, rs bersalah ngan diri sndri bile x g ward....so,ptgnya,sy kuatkan semangat pegi jugak ward at least clerk 1 kes pon jdla lala!!!haha...chaiyok2...=)

berjalan2 kat gynae ward...ramai patient! patient lama mostly patient cancer...(commonly cancer ovary, endometrial and cervix) tp tup2,nmpak patient baru kat cubicle cancer...mudanya! tu la yg came across my mind at first!even younger than me,i'm sure...hmm...mybe bed xcukup kot, sbb tu tlepas kat cubicle ni...but still,nk gak tgk case ape...

a 20 years old girl having ovarian cancer, just have surgery to remove her ovary and now come for chemotherapy...

tujuan utama sy ke ward, nak blaja ttg penyakit...but today, i decided to know more about LIFE...we had a chatting for about 1 hour...berTIGA--sy, that girl and her mom! i can see, wajah sedih n risau si ibu...and bile sy pandang wajah si pesakit, she tried to calm everyone by acting 'i'm oklah'! arini will be the 1st chemo for her...kalau tnya sy, tentu je sy xtau ape rsa chemo tu...xpenah rasa....but as far as i know, it's painful and terrible...

"kak, kenape chemo tu diorang tutp dgn kain hitam??"

"oh,sbb xnk bg kene cahaya matahari...nnt effect die xbagus sgt"

"kak,kenape nurse tu pakai sarung tangan untuk handle chemo bag tu?"

"ummm.....eh,awak xnak makan ke????"

------d real answer, sbb kalau ubat chemo tu kene tangan, sgt sakit...sbb tu kene pakai glove tebal nk handle ubat chemo...bygkan kalau ubat ni masok dlm badan.....sy xsampai hati nk cakap........='(-------

saya tunggu same2 dgn patient and her mom sampai last step masok chemo...sy xdpt ckp pape sbb sy rs sedih...muda2, dah ade cancer...dah kene jalani proses menyakitkan,,,,surgery n chemo...bila pandang muka ibu, sy dapat nampak peritnye....mcm kalau die blh gantikan tempat anaknya,she will....

"kalau awak rs nak muntah, muntah je...jangan tahan2"

"kalau sy nak tahan??"

"janganla macam tu....nnt lagi sakit...pape rasa lain je,bgtau nurse ye...panggil je kami"

"kalau sy boleh tolerate, xpe kn kalau sy xckp??"

she's trying to be strong...i know...and once d chemo masok....wajah die da mula brubah and cepat2 die pasang earphone and pejam mata rapat2....sy tau,die dah mula rasa sakit........and i need to go.....insyaALLAH sy akan dtg melawat lagi esok....

"ALLAH xkan menguji hambaNya dengan ujian yg xmampu die tanggung...Dia lebih memahami hamba2Nya..."

krriiingggg3....---prof call...hadoooi...masa utk study!hee....