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assalamuallaikum...

just nak tergelak dgn kebodohan diri sendiri...

byk sgt benda yg sy xtau psl kereta...nasibla lepas isi minyak kreta!hii...sy mmg xreti nk isi angin kat taya...walaupon it looks simple, sy mmg xtau...but yesterday, sy mmg decide nak blaja isi sendiri instead of suruh pkerja pam minyak tlg isikan...

mmg terkial2...nk cari lubang pon xjumpe2...tiba2 dtg satu moto tggu blkg kreta sy nk isi angin jugak...sy masukkan angin tu,but tertendang klua balik...(ooo...maybe taya da penuh angin...so,xperlu isi la...)

me: sy dah sudah pakcik

pakcik: (muka confuse) kamu da abes isi??betul ni??

me: betul...dah..=)

pakcik: sbenarnya, kamu reti ke x isi angin kat taya ni??

me: ah??ummmm....sbenanye sy xretiiiiiiii....=( asek tertendang je angin tu...mybe dah penuh kot angin taya sy ni

pakcik: xpe2,kamu bukak sume lubang taya2 kamu,bia pakcik tlg isi kn...sbenarnya,salah cara kamu isi tu...die kene bunyi kat meter tu dlu,barula angin penuh...xpe2,bia pakcik tlg

me: yeke...(maluuunye!) baik pakcik...trima kaseh byk2...

maluuunya dgn kebodohan diri!hehe...tp alhamdulillah,dalam susah, ade org dtg bantu...syukur sgt2...kalau x,mungkin sy akan drive dlm keadaan taya yg looks xde angin...

drive smlm,sgt mencabar as hujan sgt2 lebat spnjg jalan!!!i did think i'm gonna end up with an accident as my eyes cant see very well...every car starts to turn on d emergency light...only prayers and tawakal accompany me....and alhamdulillah, i arrived safely...i'll try to avoid driving at night...it's horrible...spec no longer help much...power silau makin bertambah i guess...ditambah dgn trend kereta2 skrg,letak lampu putih!oh,it irritates my eyes...really!

everything change....even ur own organ...starts to deteriorates by time...

that's life!

~smile~

(^_^)

bad comes with good...insyaALLAH

assalamuallaikum...

ohhh.....i'm fully stress out today!!

it's a real2 full day since early morning until now actually...where i walk out from d ward at around 11 pm today...mak nenek!penat2...

byk betul bende came out today...ade tego, muke mcm sy sememeh jugakla arini...early morning,baju kesayangan terbakar, and kat kelas sy nk kene atur byk benda and nk pk byk hal...sume nak arini,lecturer berebut masa kelas, student ade time constrain...xpela, try d best to deal with all those things....and esok pulak kene prepare case!aaaa...sume datang skaligus!!saba2....

bukan merungut...just as normal human, ade gakla rasa tension tu kn...hee

td, i went to d gynae ward to find a case...tgh2 bukak case note patient, sy terjatuhkan case note lain jugak...xsengaja,betul!...and suddenly, nurse marah2 n muke xpuas ati gile...

nurse: aii!boleh jatuh pulak!itu pon blh jatuh ke!kalau koyak....siap!!!(dgn muka sinis)

me: sy minta maaf (kutip balik ape yg jatuh bertabur tu)

and tgh2 kutip, tba2 ade kaki berselipar depan sy...

person: itu buku siapa??

me: (nk kene marah lg ke ni...xkan patient pon nk marah aku...ni yg nk nangis ni!) aaa...ini buku ****

person: eii nurse, ini buku akak sy!semalam ckp xdak! u semalam marah2 sy cakap sy yg simpan ini buku, ini buku tgk, ada sama u.....

me: (terpinga2)

nurse: yala2...sy silap...tba2 buku ini ada arini,mana sy tau...

person: itula,lain kali cek la dulu!

nurse: boleh pulak terjumpa buku patient bila barang jatuh

me: tula...nasib sy bg jatuh buku2 ni, ade jugak hikmahnya

nurse: (muka malu2)

even with bad things happen, there will always comes good things with it...

and sometimes we cant even see, what's hiding behind every single things that happen to us...

so, as a human, just live with it and try to take whatever happens to u, positively!

(^__^)

chaiyok2!!!

i'm trying to be more serious as the exam is just around d corner...may ALLAH leads d way...ameen

a young girl with ovarian cancer

assalamuallaikum...

i was stunted!

arini tibe2 demam n sgt2 xlarat...nasib xde kelas,kalau x,xpasal2 kene cari MC...hii!but dah name pon posting O&G, rs bersalah ngan diri sndri bile x g ward....so,ptgnya,sy kuatkan semangat pegi jugak ward at least clerk 1 kes pon jdla lala!!!haha...chaiyok2...=)

berjalan2 kat gynae ward...ramai patient! patient lama mostly patient cancer...(commonly cancer ovary, endometrial and cervix) tp tup2,nmpak patient baru kat cubicle cancer...mudanya! tu la yg came across my mind at first!even younger than me,i'm sure...hmm...mybe bed xcukup kot, sbb tu tlepas kat cubicle ni...but still,nk gak tgk case ape...

a 20 years old girl having ovarian cancer, just have surgery to remove her ovary and now come for chemotherapy...

tujuan utama sy ke ward, nak blaja ttg penyakit...but today, i decided to know more about LIFE...we had a chatting for about 1 hour...berTIGA--sy, that girl and her mom! i can see, wajah sedih n risau si ibu...and bile sy pandang wajah si pesakit, she tried to calm everyone by acting 'i'm oklah'! arini will be the 1st chemo for her...kalau tnya sy, tentu je sy xtau ape rsa chemo tu...xpenah rasa....but as far as i know, it's painful and terrible...

"kak, kenape chemo tu diorang tutp dgn kain hitam??"

"oh,sbb xnk bg kene cahaya matahari...nnt effect die xbagus sgt"

"kak,kenape nurse tu pakai sarung tangan untuk handle chemo bag tu?"

"ummm.....eh,awak xnak makan ke????"

------d real answer, sbb kalau ubat chemo tu kene tangan, sgt sakit...sbb tu kene pakai glove tebal nk handle ubat chemo...bygkan kalau ubat ni masok dlm badan.....sy xsampai hati nk cakap........='(-------

saya tunggu same2 dgn patient and her mom sampai last step masok chemo...sy xdpt ckp pape sbb sy rs sedih...muda2, dah ade cancer...dah kene jalani proses menyakitkan,,,,surgery n chemo...bila pandang muka ibu, sy dapat nampak peritnye....mcm kalau die blh gantikan tempat anaknya,she will....

"kalau awak rs nak muntah, muntah je...jangan tahan2"

"kalau sy nak tahan??"

"janganla macam tu....nnt lagi sakit...pape rasa lain je,bgtau nurse ye...panggil je kami"

"kalau sy boleh tolerate, xpe kn kalau sy xckp??"

she's trying to be strong...i know...and once d chemo masok....wajah die da mula brubah and cepat2 die pasang earphone and pejam mata rapat2....sy tau,die dah mula rasa sakit........and i need to go.....insyaALLAH sy akan dtg melawat lagi esok....

"ALLAH xkan menguji hambaNya dengan ujian yg xmampu die tanggung...Dia lebih memahami hamba2Nya..."

krriiingggg3....---prof call...hadoooi...masa utk study!hee....

common sense related with public!

assalamuallaikum...

this post is about some common sense in LIFE...

arini saya balik ipoh naik bas...nasib dapat sit sorang, bukan xsuke berkongsi, cuma privacy lebih skit bila dah sit sorang ni!hehe...kali ni, sy sgt2 xslesa dari pandangan mata, telinga n pikiran! sit couple sebelah ni, satu pasangan rupa cm budak skola yg langsung xsegan silu buat bnda2 x manis sebelah sy!!!sakitnye hati...haih~ mmg betulla, zaman skrg ni, kalau xsuke, "ade aku kesah??ko buat keje ko,aku buat keje aku..." yela2...sy faham....but, xde ke sdikit rasa malu dgn org ramai??? mak sy ckp---kalau malu,org xbuat bnda xsenonoh...betul juge!hee...

--kalau ye pon nk tunjukkan rs cinta, xperlu buat depan2 org blh?? igt Allah n mak bapak kat rumah tu--

minggu ni sy sibuk sgt...nk arrange kelas ngan doc, nk layan krenah budak2 group, nk pk study, nk pk diet...muahaha! so, balik bilik mesti lewat...aleh2, masok toilet........sungguh menyakitkan mata,hati n idung...
 
x flush satu hal, tisu penuh dlm lubang toilet tu! x ke pk, boleh tersumbat?? xke pk, 'harta karun' tu malu bile dilihat org n induce sumpah seranah org lain?? mak sy ckp lg----kucing die kambus najis die sbb die malu ngan harimau~kucing pon tau malu kn??
ni baru 1 senario...kat public toilet mestila lg saba ajelah kn...mcm kalau da xtahan tahap kronik baru masok kot!haha...

----saya sgt2 kesian dgn makcik tukang cuci...bygkan tu adelah mak @ kakak anda...mcm mane??----

okla.....stop dgn kurang berpuas ati dgn sikap manusia nih...finally, sy balik ipoh...(^______^) masok2 bilik, caaaaa.....ade kad atas katil!hehe...as always, my parents akan kasi kad birthday...tp kali ni, sy prasan, kad sy da xde katun2 lagi...kini, berbunga2...waa~sgt perempuan n matang!hahaha... :))

utk yg akan ambil exam: GUDLUCK!!








 wassalam...

my best day...^__^

assalamuallaikum...

this post is just to portray my sweetest memory for d start of my NEW age

thanks 4 all d wishes kali ni...through phone call,sms,fb n whatsoever lah...appreaciate it very2 much...(^__^)

abah: anak abah ni dah besar dah ni...nnt abah bagi adiah besaaa punya kat lala!

mak: moga lala jadi matang taun ni...dont act like a small kid lagi dah ok!haha

shida: kami syg kamu sgt2 budak gemok...^^

----i love them + nani-----

sy sgt2 terharu...shida turun dr bagan dato to k.l just to celebrate our birtday together...i still remember,those days when we're kids, mak n abah always celebrate our birthday on 9th january as to be fair with me (8 jan) and shida (10 jan).....and this year, we independently cherish ourselves together in our own way...ouwh!it's nice...it's too nice!!!!!!

---thanks shida....for d best day u'd gave me...^_______^ HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

sy kurang suke dgn kejutan....but kejutan bee sgt2 buat sy terharu....sweet sgt2~BEE-org yg xblh tgk sy sedih...sentiasa nk tgk sy senyum n happy...thanks 4 everything...srrooooottt3....=)

wish sy.........moga doa2 sy dimakbul ALLAH...doakan sy k! (^__^)

kn dah ckp,xde isi pon post kali ni...just luahan rs suke yg bergembur2 mcm tanah poros!!!!!!!!hehe...

senyum selalu!!!!!!!!!!^__^
slamat malam...~.~