stigmatization n discrimination...it's NOT fair!

assalamuallaikum...

minggu ni da minggu kedua psychiaty posting...sgt2 best posting ni, no joke!it's nice...d patient, d ward, d lecturer...we r just like a family!alhamdulillah before start this posting, 6 of us pegi program kat HUKM about stigmatization in some disease dan mmg ajar km yg pesakit mental, wad psychiatry should not be discriminate...the're just human, like us...cuma there're some kind like istimewa than us...so, why should we discriminate??

org luar sllu pk,sape yg refer to psychiatry ward ni, org gila yg typical kat tepi2 jalan tu...yg jerit2, bukak baju, cederakan org...mcm abah sy yg sgt2 risau sy nk masok posting ni...

abah: lala,nnt nk tnya2 soalan ke,jangan sorang2, nnt ntah2 die cekik lala ke...jaga2!
me: baik...
abah: situ ade org jaga x??
me: ade...security situ ketat...jgn risau..hehe

we just look on surface ttg masalah org gila ni...'diorang ni gila,scary!" tp ape masalah yg org tu hadapi yg buatkan die ade masalah mental??if org normal pon sometimes can turn to be abnormal kalau diuji mcm tu...bila sy clerking, rs sedih sgt..mostly the're just like us...NORMAL! cuma tulah...masalah yg menimbun tu, di alihkan ke something else yg causing them having mental illness...

pernah dengar x, org gila dijanjikan syurga...sy pernah dengar n byk kali dengar...wallahualam, tp, sy x pelik...sbb org gila sbenarnye lebih tulus dr manusia normal...u should come n tgk sndiri keadaan dlm ward...yg mana sejak sy masok posting ni, sy byk berfikir bout LIFE...bout d real life out there...kita masih dlm kepompong hidup slesa, tp x pernah tfikir betapa ramai yg hidup dlm tekanan hidup yg kuat...sgt2 kuat!dan utk yg dapat manage their problem, the're actually a great winner!tp utk yg tergelincir, ptt ke mereka disalahkan??

do remember, dlm gelap, dlm terang, Allah sentiasa ada...kita sbg manusia yg dikurniakan akal, yg normal, dont ever discriminate others...mungkin, itu dugaan n ujian yg Allah nk beri kat diorang...yg buatkan kita amik teladan n fikirkan sesuatu...whenever we feel sad, depress, alone, do remember.. Allah wont ever leaves u...cinta yg paling sempurna!(^^,) I LOVE ALLAH...

nice is it??patient sy kasi keje skola...soh warna pe die lukis...hehe...

something GOOD can turns to be something BAD sometimes...

assalamuallaikum...

today, i'll start my day with perfect smile! pagi2 buta miza da sms

"JPA da masok!"

yeaaa!!!

coz kami sume gile2 pokai nak start sem ni...ntahla duit kat mane!hehe...=PP ok, i'll plan n arrange on what should i do after the short rehabilitation class today!shopping, pegi balik serdang, went to see khaulah and g mines nak tempah spec...!ok,perfect!^^

but on d middle of the day, i'm so down! down due to my own stupidity...pegi parking merata2 and kene saman rm100!aaa~~~ni saman pertama saya and it cause a lot of regrets...nyesal sgt2!!!nk jimat 7 ringgit, kene saman 100 ringgit!haha...takot pon ade coz kene baya within 2 weeks...so, i call one of my fren yg mmg dah lame bawak kete kat sini...

"shariman, aku kene saman ngan DBKL ni...100!!cmne??"
"oh...xpe2,xyah baya...aku byk kali kene saman,xbaya pon...jgn risaula"
"yeke???aku takot gile nih!"
"xpe...lainla kalau ko nk baya...haha!wat suspen je,igt accident!"
"oih~~cukupla down kene saman...accident xlarat aku nk down dah!haha"

a bit relieve...but, betul ke xyah baya???--> ape pulak pendapat anda??plez2~~(^^,)

the night turns to be wonderful...ira blanje makan steamboat!hehehehe...thanks ira!(^^,) and abah janji nk tolong saman tu...hehhehe!=PP
dan hati kembali berbunga riang~~hehehhe...(",)Y


but whatever it is, I still believe, everything that happens must have its own reason...i do get a lesson...don't play2 with rules!hehe...rasa skali teros xnk lagi...hehe!=PP

And what strikes my mind the m0st

Is...
C0MPARTMENT SYNDR0ME

i'm scared...

=(

hari LIPAS hospital serdang!=P

Adess!haha…semalam memang tragedy betol…masok posting orthopaedic ni dah dengar2 sorang prof yang garang ni…tba2 semalam kene plak kelas ngan die!haha

“hello2 cockroaches!”

“u all are paralysed chicken!”

“don’t be a lamp side road!”

“Useless”

What I can say, he’s cute old man!real cute…^^ even SEMUA kene itu ini,we still think u’r so funny and cute prof! Even semua takot GILE ngan die, tapi cam enjoy sangat kelas ngan die, xsempat nk simpan dlm hati dah gelak2 balik!adess….me myself don’t take it seriously, ala, biasala tu,nk blaja…=) kene ramai2 plak tuh!haha…sometimes we did silly mistakes especially when we’re so scare!like this intelligent guy who turns so stress…

‘how many fibula in your body’

“four”

=PP

Even sy n ira sendiri pon jadi lipas arini!gara2 curi2 join ward round die…

“hey u two cockroaches!”

Lari!!!hahahaha….

Whatever it is I enjoy this posting so much…(^_^) it’s so ‘rock’!xde skema2 like before…doctor n specialist pon gile rock!

Um…xsabanye nk tunggu next week~~hehe^^

=PP

it's own reason...^^

assalamuallaikum...

hari ni hari kedua dalam sem baru...i'm thinking to post d new enty yesterday,tp gile busy, so alhamdulillah hari ni ade lapang sikit...(^^,)

kami semua dah pindah hostel damai...roomate??ira...hak3!okla,posting same,sebilik pulak...however bilik mmg mcm kecik,banding dgn kolej dulu...xde tingkap, tapi gune aircond, siang malam jez sama...haha!tapi alhamdulillah, saya syukur je...wireless ade,tp lembab gile!bukak blog je laju, nk bukak friendster mmg xlepas!haha...okla tuh,insaf sket lepas ni kn...=PP so,sy dah xaktif dah friendster2 sume nih...insyaALLAH...^^

hari 1st masok asrama, byk barang nk beli...so, i drive bawak ipah,ira n miza konon2 nk g mydin (tgh pokai,belilah kat mydin,MURAH2!haha) faham2 jela tgh2 k.l mane ade parking...so,pegila lorong2 blkg nk park kete...xsangka, tempat sy park tu, lorong haji taib...lorong sang2 wanita xtulen~dah park dah!so,jalan jela sambil tgk panorama berbeza...cantik!diorg mmg cantik...sy bukan jenis yg mendiskriminasikan org, diorang pon manusia mcm kita tapi,saya terfikir, kn lebih cantik jika golongan2 ni kembali pada fitrah asal diorang...alhamdulillah la,xde kene kacau...yela,sy xrsa diorg minat perempuan!hee... and sy terfikir, lorong ni kn popular, nape xde tindakan di ambil??penuh sgt2 bilik2 hotel kecik for them which mungkin tempat maksiat...haih~

group A start with orthopaedic posting for the 1st 2 week sebelom masok psychiatric posting...ooo...baru tau!hari 1st mmg terrible as kami macam terkapai2 kat HKL, rupa2nya posting kat serdang...hehe!okla, doktor2 orthopaedic mmg baik2, then ni just intro je, 5th year nnt siap la!haha...cumanya,kene start baca anatomy balik tu yg gile malas...adeyh...huhu

semalam ade senior day...hari di mana junior2 1st year yg baru masok kene 'gertak' ngan senior espc 5th year dan lepas tu sesi perjumpaan buddy2...kenela buli sket2!mmg tradisi dah mende ni...okla,batch ni xkene terok pon...banding ngan zaman sy dulu, gile terok km kene!still igt lg, lepas habis je hari senior day tu, saya terfikir, mcm ni ke attitude budak medic?? but bila dah masok ke alam senior, baru la saya tahu,kenapa ade benda2 ni...yela,org slalu ckp budak perubatan ni berlagak, konon2 cm pandai la kn...(i myself used to think that way before!hehe) so, that day teach us how to stand on the real ground properly!menyedarkan sape kita sbenarnya...really...medic is not everything!it's not even a special course for a special person pon...who go for it, they'll get it...

i miss HOME so much...mak,abah,shida n nani...nak balik!!!=(

can i have more time to feel free???^^

cinta 3 segi antara shida,pakcik dan makcik di playground...kah3!!!!=P (tiada kaitan antara yang hidup dan yang meninggal dunia...hehe)

Assalamuallaikum…

I plan with my sis to watch transformers this afternoon…gile lah!all full…sampai tiket malam pon full jugak!penangan transformers…haha!saya dah tengok dah actually aritu masa balik prokhim…from 10,I can give 9 star!bestttt sgt2…berbaloi la…(^^,)

We went to playground petang td…I don’t know how to describe my feelings that time…I feel free! I feel so calm and happy to see all those kids running and playing!sangat2lah sronok…I love kids!! A lot…saya cuba naik buaian…last2, diri sendiri yang sakit kaki sbb menahan kaki yang memang dah jauh mencecah pasir…come on lala!it’s not for u anymore…haha! I miss my childhood time…so much! Where me and shida used to play together like twins! And now we are big girls! Big girls don’t cry rite??hehe

budak baju oren tu kiut gile!rasa nk cubit2 pipi!hehe

Ahad ni saya dah balik k.l semula to start my new semester…this time kat asrama damai near HKL area…ohoho!malasnye!!! I hope I can spend more time with families and friends…tp, to have something good for future, sometimes we need to sacrifice… 4th year is quite tough for all medical students as many major posting need to be finish! Posting je xesah lagi…bedal je,masalahnye, end posting exam tu dengar2 mcm scary je?? Aduhh…I may start with psychiatric posting…waaahh!!!haha…luckily, we’re still in the same group… i’m glad I see them again!hee…however, I hope miza,ipah, ira and me can still stay together…cry together, laugh together, buat keje gile same2!but that dream seems to be far from me now…we are all now separated in different hospital, different hostels and place!xpe2…chaiyok2 k frens!!!kite boleh!hee…


Came back from johor brings new experience to me! PROKHIM gone well…Alhamdulillah…I stayed in kampong parit warijo…mmg kawasan tu semua jawa habes!haha…I can’t really understand their language…why I call language??because it’s totally different form bahasa melayu!hee…I learn some new words…

Wes mangan= mari makan
Bontrot= bawa bekal
Kesumon= terima kasih

Actually banyak lg!tapi xigt…haha!=P
Orang2 kampung baik2 belaka…even kampong, tapi kampong ni macam ‘open minded’ and maju…most of the house ade internet o.k??haha…nice2!=) tapi kn,saya puji la org2 jawa ni…hati kental, rajin kerja and kuat semangat! Mostly semua buat kerja kampong je, tp, if tgk kehidupan diorang, mmg salute…kereta mewah, rumah besar…tua2 pon kuat lg!(^^,) kalau kite, buat keje berat sket pon dah mengeluh…eh,bukan kite…saya!hehe=PP

keluarga angkat...=)

Antara yang menarik, I eat kulit lembu kering masak ngan kacang lotto…what??haha…saya pon xsangka tu kulit lembu as the taste exactly like perut lembu and it appears like sotong yang letak dalam sotong kang kung tuh! And kacang lotto, saya sendiri xtahu tp macam kacang soya je saya tgk! Tapi kulit lembu tu mmgla…xsangka!haha…patotla bersidai kulit lembu kat bangsal pakcik tu…^^

kulit2 lembu kering...hehe

Aaa…b0san2!!kene kemas barang…xnak balek k.l….plez~~~nak cuti lg!!!!haha…=PP
"can I have more time to feel free???"