the FEELINGs and the QUESTIONs

assalamuallaikum...

sy mmg sedang semangat raya!!^^

it's now towards d end of Ramadhan n d beginning of Syawal...percampuran perasaan berlaku di sini!antara sedih meninggalkan Ramadhan dan gembira menyambut Syawal~tp,yg datang tu kan akan pergi??and it will be replace by joy of something else...^_^

still remember those years, how excited i am to celebrate hari raya...maybe sbb zaman tu,masih keanak2kan lg...umo skrg dah 22, yeah, i'm getting older, each hour, each day and each year...and childish are now removed with maturity...SLOWLY!hehe...

 

today, i had an iftar at UPM mosque, which my 1st iftar at mosque this year! quite excited eventhough we cought up in jam for about 2 hours (the real duration is just 30 minutes!) we need to buy KFC kat tepi jalan utk bbuka dalam kreta...nice experiece actually!^^ walaupun tlepas majlis khatam, but we still have d opportunity to break d fast with those kakak2 usrah...ooohhh...sronok rupanya bbuka ramai2 kat masjid!^_^
tiba2 ntah knapa...

knape awak pakai tudung besar?

sbb sy rasa lebih slamat...knape ila?

slamat??ape maksud awak??

oh...cmne eh nk ckp...sy pon baru je pakai...sbelom ni sy mcm sume jugak...

sy nk tau...tp,budak2 ni dah tunggu kat kete...i really need to go...maybe kite crita panjang next time eh??

ok,slamat jalan...drive baik2 tau!

baikk...=)

terangkan diri awak 10 tahun akan datang

sy???hmm....maybe +ve changes??at least some??hehe...with wonderful family and beautiful childrens!hahaha...sy xtahu...

kene tahu sbb lepas raya,present k!

enough with those thought that comes through my mind lately and a sudden question from a person that makes me think, at least something!sbb sy bukan seorang pemikir masa depan...what come,what may...hadoii~~and let the door open for everybody...door for some changes??insyaAllah...

OK

slamat hari raya for all!
moga raye d tepeng meriaahhh!!!tokwan n maktok briya raya taun ni...xsaboo lala nk balekk beraye!!!

and maybe need to refresh my loghat kedah...nanti insyaAllah nak p reunion kat kulim nuhh!haha
but tringat what my pure kedah bestfren said to me baru2 ni.."awat hang dok cakap kedah ni??burok hang tau dak!buat rosak loghat aku ja!"
haha...hampeh!=PP

wassalam...

cELiK vs bUtA...hAti vs MatA

assalamuallaikum...

alhamdulillah dah abes exam...seperti biasa, just berserah sbb sume pon Allah yg tentukan...ketakutan sy, masih sama mcm dlu...chest thightness, shortness of breath and DREAMS! asyik2 mimpi examiner, and the most pathetic, i dream about the case yg di uji dlm clinical exam sy...bak kata mimpi tu " saya ada alcohol induced psychosis!!!"...mungkin tu bukan rezeki, sy just bergelak2 dgn ira ttg mimpi tu,and x further baca pulak psl alcohol...aleh2,masokla pulaakkk...hee!xpela,moga semua kita lulus...ameenn

sy just nk berkongsi cerita ttg ORANG BUTA

minggu lepas, shida datang K.L, so malam tu bawak die jalan2 kat bazar raya area chow kit yg mmg dekat ngan tmpt tinggal sy...kami masok supermarket jap nk beli barang, and suddenly sy nampak sorang org tua, bongkok n nampak sgt pelik! 'lala, plez don't discriminate!"--> hati pandai pjuk...hee

bila nk bayar,barulah sy tahu yg pakcik tu sbenarnya buta...'kesiannye...hmm'

mungkin dah dtakdirkan, km stuck d jalan sempit same2...

"pakcik nk pegi mane?"

"monorail"

"sy ni pelajar kat HKL, n lg sorang kakak sy...xpela,km pon nk pergi monorail, bia sy bwa pakcik"

"trma kasih"

jalan punya jalan, mungkin jalan yg sy bawak bbeza ngan jalan yg sllu die ikot

"kenapa byk sgt melintas?mana monorail? (muka yg sgt takut...)"

"kat depan ni je pakcik...lintas ni,depan tu je..."

and suddenly die xnak gerak! "pakcik jom.." still xnk gerak...

"pakcik,jgn risau,sy x tipu...sy x tipu org buta" (ape punya ayat ni lala???haha)

and slowly die mula berjalan

bila sampai escelator monorail, die nampak sgt legaa

saya terfikir, betapa berisiko jadi org buta, tambah2 kat kota besar cm K.L ni...ramai penipu n yg suka ambil kesempatan walaupun pd org kurang upaya...apeelaa!

Allah jadikan ssetengah org hilang fungsi mana2 part badan dan sstgh lagi, sempurna dari fizikalnya...mestila sbbnye byk, tp sy terfikir setiap penciptaan mesti utk saling melengkapi...bukan yg sempurna menindas yg kurang upaya...kn!

miskin-kaya

buta-celik

tp ape yg jd hari ni, mcm dah terbalik pulak! betapa ramai orang miskin, org buta dipandang jijik, dimarah2, ditipu...mane sense of humanity kita skrg eh??

orang buta, mungkin buta penglihatan, tp celik hati...tp kita yg celik penglihatan,mungkin buta hati....

itu saje...
selamat beramal!^_^

and i just miss my old days with them so much!!

this post, i dedicate for my bestfriends ever!

noeni

ikha

nazura

saily
 

zura, lala, ikha, noeni ^_^

hari ni,antara hari paling bmakna dlm hidup sy, sbb dapat kumpul balik geng budak nakal kindi!hehe...5 tahun bpisah...hadoi!

bile crita balik kisah2 lama, it reminds me on how sweet we are in our old days!

bile skrg tgk masing2 dgn prubahan masing2, rasa cm xcaye je!

noeni dah kerja 

zura dah merantau ke german

ika cm makin tinggi (sbb high heels!hehe)

and when look on their face someone starting to put on some make up???what?????hahaha...

see???betapa berubahnye kita!!!hehe...

me??still same ok...hehe!(bias!=P)

hope we still can hang out together before salah sorang dr kite kawin...=P 

ehem2!!cepat sket kenduri tu eh makcik...hehe!

I LOVE YOU FRIENDS!^_^