because i'm so stress....

had u ever felt like so tired and stress till u can't think straight and lost ur patience......?

keje ni mmg menguji...my almost 2 weeks experience working as a doctor is terrible...ntah knpa rs mcm xblh nak cope with working condition...my eyes cried most of the day...my heart scream every single hours....my only medicine there are just my patients and their babies...seriously!

i told my mom...sometimes i feel like burst out, but when i see my patient's face, the only thing that cross my mind is, i NEED TO HELP THEM as they really deserve to be treated wisely get the best treatment...

pagi2 need to wake up at 5.30 am and reach hospital by 6.30am and start my routine reviewing the patients...i'm so damn sleepy as always need to go back late most of the days...1.00 am adelah biasa...for taggers like me...hehe!but even mengantok n penat tahap gabaiii, jumpa je patient trs ilang mngantok...but bile jmpa bos, asek rs sakit perut je......:P

when u'r too tired and stress, the only thing u hope from org skeliling adelah utk memahami....dan mberi semangat....but sometimes it does turns around...it's just nobody's fault.....this is what we call takdir...janji ALLAH tu yg tbaik kn? :) just dont go near to a bomb that gonna explode like BOOM!!!:P hehe..

i'm pigeon type....u just need to talk to me nicely and i'll treat u so good that u'll never imagine...because i'm a pigeon type...:P


and now i need to sleep....thanked God my bed still love me like before even we hardly see each other these days...hihi

goodluck everybody...^_^

assalamuallaikum...

semalam abah masok ward...as he's having pyrexia of unknown origin...(demam lebih dr 2 mggu yang tidak diketahui penyebabnye)...bila buat test sume normal...1st time kot ahli kluarga masok hospital...hehe~alhamdulillah he's getting better...

agak cuak sbenonye~xsampai 2 mggu da nak masok keje...but sriusly mcm blank gile...mungkin sbb lama sgt cuti...makan,tido,makan,tido...it's time for u to burn out your fat lala!!ngahaha(gelak puas hati)...jaga kau lemak...:P

good bye fat!!!!!!

i really feel uneasy if any medical person knows me as a doctor...but maybe as we use the same language, we easily recognize each other...and yesterday, one of the best specialist here,datuk dr soju (i guess this is how her name shud be spelled) throws some medical question to my 'berkarat' brain...OMG, belum pape lg dah kene treat as HO...'ok rosila, i really welcome u to join us, see u soon'

hik3....cuak nak matiiiii....lala,kau dah nak keje laaa....be serious ok!^_^ wink2!!really need to prepare mentally and physically...tp white coat xbeli lg!!:P


to me and frens, GUDLUCK~^^

i need those 'drugs'...plez!:)

assalamuallaikum...

finally there's some fresh air from outside the world of house!:P hehe

can frens considered as family....too?? yes!definitely...for me!hehe...sy dari form 1 duduk asrama, so most of my time filled with dearest frens around...thanks to ALLAH who provide me with good people around to share my ups and downs...

today i had a nice meeting up with matriculation frens...wani n anis!!OH MY GOODNESS! masing2 dah berubah especially cikgu wani...sgt cikgu!hehe...it reminds me to the child look of us for the past 6 years...berhingus!:P (hyperbola sket...hee)

some of my frens dah nak kawin, bertunang...sgt gembira....!!!!maybe for some ppl yg still rileks n xpiki psl kawin ni  sbb x smpai seru lg @ belum smpai masa lg...i still rs nk berjalan2 tgk dunia....meeting up with nice ppl and make frens with everybody...^_^

when u travel alone,u'll realize so many things around during your journey...that's why, sometimes when i want to think more than usual, i like to be alone and look around me...the scenery, the people, all the things that brings the colours of life...^_^

mcm arini, sy pegi solat kt 1 surau ni....and the smell of the telekung........penah denga 'dejavu' x??which is any situation @ smell that makes u remember any event before...so,the smell of telekung tu mcm bau sabun sy penah pakai kt matrik dlu...hehe!mmg rasa mcm nak bauuuuuuuu sampai kalau bole nak kembali ke masa lalu...bole x mcm tu???:P

and kdg2 i'm hallucinating some person kt tepi jalan like my own fren......this symptom brings a disorder which i call rindu yg teramat sgt!!!I MISS U frens,which are all ubat plg berharga didunia....:)

LOVE u,

lala..:)

sad=sedih=gloomy....:(

assalamuallaikum....

sy sedih hari ni...

diam lebih baik...

whenever i feel sad and lonely, i'll go to a big shopping store...bukan mcm klcc @ pavillion ye...kalau yg tu,buat lg tension je sbb mmg xle nak beli pape...xmampu...hehe!

it's like GIANT ke, TESCO ke...MYDIN ke...hehe!and i feel much2 better...just for a slow walk and mencuci mata pd barangan2 comel makes me feel sooooo goooooooooood!!

like now....i feel so much better...alhamdulillah...:)

okai!bubuy!!(^__^)

the wedding...:)

alhamdulillah....:)

assalamuallaikum...happy n sgt lega kenduri da habis, alhamdulillah semua slamat n baik2 aje...skrg,shida dah jadi milik abg azreen...so, nak x nak kene control jgkla kn...dah ade abg ipar ni,kdg2 tlupa jgk...slumber je masok bilik xketuk...hehe!

mcm majlis org lain jgk...few days before the event ade majlis khatam al quran...majlis kecik je,tp bmakna sbb tokwan yang jadi 'ketua' majlis...:)

baca2 blh nak tgelak pulak...hehe :P

and tanggal 28/5 which was on abah's birthday, shida nikah...sbb sibuk sgt for preparation aritu, lupa  btday abah...hehe~majlis kami kecik aje,tp alhamdulillah meriah dgn sedara mara n kwn2 abah...

so,here it goes...some small parts of the event...:) thank you ALLAH for making it smooth...alhamdulillah...

banner kawen shida...hehe

pilih2...mana bkenan~haha...;p

gudbye to a single life...now it turns two!:P

abah buat surprise nikahkan shida...di hari jadi abah...

raja kappor~haha...

ngan cousin tsayang...yana..

bila yang tua try posing candid!haha...

the 3 stooges...:P

on the wedding day...not much picture from our camera...

 

 

 

 

 

menghargai...

assalamuallaikum...

ok fine, now boboy tgh mrajok gile2 ngan sy sbb tpijak die dlm gelap...ati bunge jugak kucing aku ni...adoyaiii...hehe

xpela, sementara tggu kekasih ati tu sejuk, tulis blog jap!:P 

barang2 kawin shida mostly sume dah sampai...rasanya dah bole jd wedding planner sbb byk jgk involve in d wedding ceremony itself and d preparation~fuhh...penattt...sriusly!xpela, kita tgk hasilnya masa kenduri nnt ye...hee~

tgh2 kemas bilik pengantin td...dok sapu2 bilik, tersapu duit seposen...tringat masa kecik2 dlu...abah mmg marah kalau buang @ xkutip duit...even 1 sen pon mmg bising...

me: ala abah...1 sen je...bukan bole beli apa2pon

abah: ambik skrg!1 sen ke, brapa pon tetap rezeki n berharga... 

tiba2 tringat...betapa penting utk menghargai apa pon yg kita ada xkisah la besar @ kecik nilainya...bila kenduri ni mmg bertambah2 sedar yg duit ni 'mengalir mcm air'...LAJU!!!!nilai duit tu sendiri sgt kecik...sbb harga barang pon makin meningkat...gaji naik,harga barang pon naik...hehe~kesian abah n mak...

sy bsyukur abah ajar kami adik bradik utk hargai duit walau 1 sen...so that kita lebih mhargai setiap apa yg kita belanjakan...even....ok fine!kdg2 mbazir jugak shopping sane sini...hehe...:P

i hope 1 day, anak2 sy pon dpt ajaran yg sama....supaya mghargai apa yg kita ada...xkirala duit, harta, atau sesama manusia...insyaALLAH...:)


"kalau xcukup 1 sen, 9999999.99 tetap x dipanggil 1000000...sejuta!" :) kan!kan!

finally, dr. lala...:)

assalamuallaikum...

alhamdulillah,alhamdulillah,alhamdulillah....dgn izin ALLAH sy da jadi dokter...hehehe

sujud syukur....masjid besi 29/4/2011

i'm now DR.

hehe....:P

mmg masa nak umum result tu antara detik plg mendebarkan n plg indah dlm idup ni kot spnjg 24 taun idop ni...dgn cuak nye, tketar2 nye...alhamdulillah ALLAH permudahkan lepas 5 taun  menimba ilmu...hehe~

i should thanked my parents sbb keep on praying 4 me...tringat dlu2 dari zaman skola, kalau sy nak exam je abah akan amik cuti sbb d whole exam hours tu abah akan keep on baca yassin...especially during my miserable pre clinical years...abah n mak sama2 cuak mcm diorg nak amik exam jugak...hehe~even skrg abah da bz, but still spend d morning b4 went to office utk solat hajat n baca yassin for me...tharuuuu....:'( when umum je result, tros nak bgtau mak n abah n rs nak peluk diorg...!!!*arini da nak jumpa mak n abah...yeayyy!!!*

to all the lecturers, mmg sgt thutang budi dgn tunjuk ajar...saba je layan krenah student2 yang keep doing d same mistake again n again...hehe! to the patient whose kindly share their story to make us learn bout d disorder and kindly allow their body to be checked by medical students like us...i always wonder, if i'm d patient i wont simply allow anyone to touch my body...so, for those who willing to do it so, THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!

to dr. faizal ( not prof faizal @ mr paisal ye..hehe), tenkiuuu sbb sgt byk bantu...hehe~

i'll b missing my frens and the memories a lot!!!

4 budak nakal...hehe